Today was a horrible day, wanting to celebrate it was a mistake & i will learn from it. Nothing in this relationship is worth celebrating. i am going home.
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Derek drove me down to houston(1 & a half hour drive) & bought me a mahjong table i wanted yesterday. we also got me a deep fryer & a skillet yesterday. I got a haircut today after several months & it was horrible! It was so horrible i could not leave my hair alone , so i ended up trimming my own hair, which i like now. shame on the hair dresser that did my hair(long story).
I also got a sandwich maker today! which i tested, but my sandwiches got burnt , i must have done something wrong. I will try again another day.
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yesterday i cooked a bunch of stuff, 8 dishes. 4layer cake & a whole chicken & much more. i'll update pictures later.
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-played mahjong last sunday and yesterday.
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Moved back into derek's apartment today. i moved back because i needed space to think about where i want to go from here in my life(if i decide to return to singapore for good, all my stuff is here for me to pack) & also if i just didn't want to think about anything now at a time like this 'cause thinking might just make me very depressed, i can relax my mind in the comfort of my own room & space as i think i really need it now.my friend & her husband were very kind & nice people, even tho i didn't ask they offered to change their daughter's playroom into a room for me so i could have some space & privacy till i get through my rough period now but i didn't want to trouble them & also 'cause derek has offered that i could go back anytime if i wanted to, so there was no reason to trouble them when i have my own room & bed & we won't be sleeping together anywayz. i need to go bed now, i'll edit & update more later. btw i went to see the movie shrek 3 today with a few friends from work.
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Derek just asked me to get out on the phone, fortunately i have nice friends at work now & 2 have volunteered to take me in their home, of course i took whoever who offered me their homes first. so i am packing up my stuff now & guess what of course him being who he is, thinks he can just order me around like a dog or say whatever he likes & take it back & smsed me saying he didn't want me to leave & called later saying he can't get off work now , does that even matter anymore? u asked me to fucking get out MR & even when i am moving out i have to still schedule myself around your time? my friends are here to pick me up now, gtg. update later.
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- second pay day
- meet two chinese friends at work today
- managed to arrange a mahjongg session for sunday 3pm
- invited to go play badmitton with fang xing
- officially announce i have a social life
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